No, it's fine, it's just for some reason I started talking and I couldn't stop. Then again, I haven't actually been able to talk about this to anybody. Nobody that was at that house ever talks about it, I can't take it to a professional, and everyone else thinks I'm crazy if I even mention it.

So I guess in a way, it's kind of a relief? I mean, what else can I do about it? What is there that I could do?